EMILY UDUWANA —

VALLEY SUMMERS

The Valley 

has no light switch--

it doesn’t turn off

in the summer,

preferring 

to burn the toes 

of errant latchkey kids--

always willing to snap

at the closest victim

who dares to drag chalk

over breaks in the asphalt,

painting over the remains

of the ‘94 earthquake,

scribbling pictures 

that will fade 

into the sun

or wash away from the rain

this city 

never planned for.

CALIFORNIA EDUCATION

I fall through a gap

in the asphalt,

twist my ankle 

on broken cement

in the garage

where we play

the floor is lava,

jumping 

from vein 

to vein,

because California 

is shot through

with magma

and earthquakes have shattered

the state’s

ten-year supply 

of cement.

We slip past 

a parking spot--

in a few years 

my teacher 

will lie 

in that same spot,

sandwiched between the ground

and an old 

Honda Accord,

hiding from a boy

with a gun.

The parking garage 

will survive

that shooting 

better than it survived

the earthquake 

of ‘94.

My teacher 

will survive/

has survived

both, 

but the city will only rebuild

the garage--

filling in its layers 

with brand-new cement 

for my teacher

to suffocate in,

waiting with one hand

over his mouth,

waiting with motor oil 

dripping

onto his forehead,

waiting for a pair 

of red-and-white sneakers

to pass by,

for the little kids 

playing 

the floor is lava

to go silent and still,

balancing their newly-

twisted ankles

on newly-

poured cement 

already completely

cracked through.

NEON HALOS

featured in issue 38

The other girls watched: 

fading sunlight,

peach wine coolers 

stolen 

from your mama’s 

granite liquor cabinet,

boys shouting 

about baseball

next door.

I watched you: 

bottle-blonde

hair spread out,

plastered--sweaty slick--

to a plastic pool floatie,

skin burning red 

in the Valley heat,

neon circles burning red

on the corneas of my eyes:

halos the other girls

couldn’t see.

Emily Uduwana (she/her) is a poet and graduate student based in Southern California. Her work has appeared in recent issues of Stone of Madness Press, Miracle Monocle, and Rogue Agent Journal.

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