EMILY UDUWANA —
VALLEY SUMMERS
The Valley
has no light switch--
it doesn’t turn off
in the summer,
preferring
to burn the toes
of errant latchkey kids--
always willing to snap
at the closest victim
who dares to drag chalk
over breaks in the asphalt,
painting over the remains
of the ‘94 earthquake,
scribbling pictures
that will fade
into the sun
or wash away from the rain
this city
never planned for.
CALIFORNIA EDUCATION
I fall through a gap
in the asphalt,
twist my ankle
on broken cement
in the garage
where we play
the floor is lava,
jumping
from vein
to vein,
because California
is shot through
with magma
and earthquakes have shattered
the state’s
ten-year supply
of cement.
We slip past
a parking spot--
in a few years
my teacher
will lie
in that same spot,
sandwiched between the ground
and an old
Honda Accord,
hiding from a boy
with a gun.
The parking garage
will survive
that shooting
better than it survived
the earthquake
of ‘94.
My teacher
will survive/
has survived
both,
but the city will only rebuild
the garage--
filling in its layers
with brand-new cement
for my teacher
to suffocate in,
waiting with one hand
over his mouth,
waiting with motor oil
dripping
onto his forehead,
waiting for a pair
of red-and-white sneakers
to pass by,
for the little kids
playing
the floor is lava
to go silent and still,
balancing their newly-
twisted ankles
on newly-
poured cement
already completely
cracked through.
NEON HALOS
featured in issue 38
The other girls watched:
fading sunlight,
peach wine coolers
stolen
from your mama’s
granite liquor cabinet,
boys shouting
about baseball
next door.
I watched you:
bottle-blonde
hair spread out,
plastered--sweaty slick--
to a plastic pool floatie,
skin burning red
in the Valley heat,
neon circles burning red
on the corneas of my eyes:
halos the other girls
couldn’t see.
Emily Uduwana (she/her) is a poet and graduate student based in Southern California. Her work has appeared in recent issues of Stone of Madness Press, Miracle Monocle, and Rogue Agent Journal.
she is a gemini. follow her at @em_udu